When I got a divorce from my husband, I realized that I had not really ever lived on my own. In the very first couple of weeks and months, it frightened the life from me, and I felt myself slipping into depression. All of a sudden I realized that I was responsible for my own happiness and that the important things that got me going. If I did refrain from doing something about my own life, I would end up being exceptionally miserable. Joy of Eve Escorts.
The first thing I did was to sit down and make a list of all those things I always wanted to do but was not able to because of my husband partner. I soon realized that I had been fairly suppressed in my relationship, and never ever really found the real me. Now, I sat about trying to find that person and when I found her I was surprised. She had a lot of talents and was rather incredible. It felt very much like my life started all over again, and I ended up being somebody else.
After a couple of different classes, I soon realized that I wanted to pursue art. It felt a bit like I was drawn to it, and I now understand it was the ideal thing to do. It changed more than my outlook on life, and I have new profession as an artist. Earning money from my art is actually a secondary advantage, but I have more money that I could ever dream of in my life. Seeing my art is more important than the money, and the look on my ex-husband’s face says it all” I did not know you had it in you” it says. I have managed to surprise both him and myself.
The life that I have now is all out of my courage in knowing what exactly my desire in life. It wasn’t really on my plan that I would become and artist all because I have found so much inspiration which I did get from my ex-husband. I treated as a blessing when I had my annulment with my ex-husband. Why? Because of all the struggles and hardships that I have been through with my life when I was married I never thought I could be this contented and happy to face them all. It was art also help me through the process of moving on. And finally it was the un-fixed marriage push me to pursue my passion and that is art. If the situation did not happened I could still picture out my life staying all alone at home waiting for a husband’s arrival and do all the household chores and forget how to fix herself. London says that a typical plain house wife is what I used to be. I will only go out from home when there is a need for grocery if not I will be staying all along at home. I don’t have regrets anyway but I am rather choose to feel happiness for I was able to give time to myself that what it needs.